Monday, November 2, 2009

Healthcare and Me

My family and I are blessed to work for the CCO, which offers some pretty incredible Health Care. Having worked for an insurance several years ago, I know something that a lot of people don't: while it is true that to some degree an insurance company determines the service you receive, it is actually your employer (unless you buy insurance directly) that determines your benefits!
Having said this, I will once more say, we have great insurance at the CCO.

This past week, Zeke and Ana, and to a lesser degree, Kelly and I all had the flu (yes, it was probably H1N1, but it's too expensive to confirm the suspicions of the doctors). We are on the mend and all feeling much better.

I will remind you that we have insurance. But not just insurance, but really good Health Care through the CCO, and yet, my family incurred a little over $100 in out of pocket medical expenses NOT including supplemental vitamins, and generic fever reducers, etc., which we also bought.

Now, that may not seem like too much money, but for many that can make or break one's monthly budget...including ours from time to time! But imagine other scenarios that many face:
-not having insurance and getting sick. Unless you're wealthy, at this point you have to debate between receiving care and paying bills.
-having an employer who puts the majority of the cost-sharing on the employee. You've got insurance, but it won't pay anything until you've paid a deductible, and even then you probably have to pay a percentage of the remaining cost of care.
-getting a serious condition, and then being dropped by your health insurance, or not having insurance, but needing it desperately because of a condition...and not being accepted by an insurance company because of that preexisting condition (e.g. pregnancy is often consider a "preexisting condition"; do you know how much a childbirth cost's now-a-days?)

Now, others have some of the above insurance scenarios, and something far worse than the flu comes to your home! We all just had the flu! Not that big a deal in the grand scheme of things. No surgery was required, no lifetime medicines prescribed, no hospitalization required, etc. And we still had to pay over $100...and we have insurance!

All this to say, something MUST be done with the current system. I don't want the government to have absolute control over healthcare in the U.S....neither does the government! That has never been proposed as a bill. What is being proposed is the 'radical' idea that 1) We must care for all our citizens' health, 2) employers have a measure of responsibility to their employees regarding this, and 3) Insurance Companies will be accountable to the American people to do what they should instead of what they arbitrarily want.

Between the time I started writing this post, and now :) the House of Representatives passed the H.R. 3962 proposal with an amendment to ensure that the government will not pay for abortions (praise God!). I pray that the Senate will make changes that will make the bill even better, 'cause it's certainly not perfect.

“This bill will get better in the Senate,” said Representative Jim Cooper, a Tennessee Democrat who has been outspoken in his criticism of some provisions of the bill but decided to support it. “If we kill it here, it won’t have a chance to get better.” This is an excerpt from this article.

Pray. Ask God how American Christians should care for others in our nation regarding health care. Read scripture and listen for His voice.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

No Line on the Horizon

Here are a few lyrics from U2's latest release, which I have been listening too nearly incessantly for the past two weeks. It gets into my brain:

"Stop helping God across the road like a little old lady"


"Only love, only love can leave such a mark / But only love, only love can heal such a scar. Only love, only love can leave such a mark / But only love, only love unites our hearts / Justified till we die, you and I will magnify / The Magnificent / Magnificent / Magnificent "



Anyhoo...I think it's a great album, you should check it out. Here's what Steve Stockman has to say about it!

Health Care

I don't wanna talk much more about it right now, but please check out this link...which leads to more links, which you should check out too!

The only other thing I want to say about it right now, is that, tonight, at 8pm there is a rare event going to take place, and you can watch it on TV...or probably over the internet too. I wish I could watch it tonight, but I'll try to make time to watch the recording tomorrow.



don't miss it, if you can help it!
And pray!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Ana's busy...

The other day a student asked Ana something.  It was something like:  What are you doing?
And she said, "I'm busy."  Then she said how she was busy.

She said:
I'm 
coloring
dancing
singing

This was really cute...but also, it makes me wonder if Kelly and I are too busy...

hmmm...monkey see!

Monday, April 6, 2009

Sacredness and Heaven



Well, I recently finished reading The Sacredness of Questioning Everything by David Dark.  
This book was phenomenal.  I really think it's a book that all college-age (or older) Christians should read.  

It definitely challenged me in very good ways.  I know that I have a passion for knowing things and wanting to be able to explain things.  I'm coming 
to appreciate the freedom found in admitting that I doesn't know everything!  Praise God!  I often am tempted to give answers to people that do not leave them hungry for more...for going deeper.  I often find myself wanting to be able to give the perfect answer--air-tight, no holes, no way out.  This inevitably leads to suffocation.


Now, don't get me wrong, please please please seek answers!  Ask big questions, and look for big answers.  The problem is not with having answers...the problem is when we think our answers are the end of the line; when we think we have things sooo figured out, 
that there are no more valid questions to be asked.  When we cease to ask questions, perhaps this is the tell-tale sign that we think we are fully self-sufficient, making idols of ourselves.

Here's a blurb from Zondervan about the book: 

Is Your God Big Enough to Be Questioned?   

The freedom to question is an indispensable and sacred practice that is absolutely vital to the health of our communities.  

 According to author David Dark, when religion won’t tolerate questions, objections, or differences of opinion, and when it only brings to the table threats of excommunication, violence, and hellfire, it obstructs our ability to think, em
pathize, and live lives of authenticity and genuine engagement.

The God of the Bible not only encourages questions; the God of the Bible demands them. If that were not so, we wouldn’t live in a world of such rich, God-given complexity in which wide-eyed wonder is part and parcel of the human condition. The possibility of redemption and revolution depends on the questions we ask of God, governments, media, and everyday economies.   

It is by way of the questions that we resist the conformity that deadens and come alive to visions that redeem.

Here's a link to get it from Zondervan.  (Click here...you know you want to!)
Here's an interview with David about why he wrote it...check it out!  (Click here)


I know this is a long post already...but I haven't written in a while.
I'll try to be brief here...

I also just finished reading The Great Divorce, by C.S. Lewis.  Wow!  
I've owned it for about two years, but I only just read it.  I started reading it Friday, and I just finished it yesterday.  I think I read through it in 3 or 4 sittings.  Until the last 3 pages, it's actually a very easy read...but don't let that fool you.  It's very thought provoking.

So, I have to say, between David Dark's book, and C.S. Lewis', I think God is at work in my life.  On several occasions reading Dark's book, I would start to think about topics, or have certain thoughts...and then read further thoughts on those from Dark himself!  Like, God was preparing me to read it ahead of time.

Likewise, with Lewis' book, I had recently been thinking about our freedom of choosing Heaven or Hell...and if that still occurs after death.  I need to research more on the doctrine of Purgatory...

Here's what I've been reading in scripture that makes me wonder...

What do you think this means?
What was Jesus doing while in Hell if not preaching the Gospel?  
What does "to hold the unrighteous for punishment until the day of judgment" mean?
Make sure, I do not believe in the heretical doctrine of Universalism...I believe Jesus is very clear about this (see Matt. 25)...but what is currently happening after life before the Day of the Lord for those who never knew Jesus before death?

Anyhoo...I was discussing this with a student, and then he asked if I had read The Great Divorce.   I said, "no," but it's here in my bag, I've been wanting to read it for a while now.  Now I know why he asked me...because Lewis deals with this very topic in the story he tells therein.  I highly recommend it.  Check it out.



Monday, March 23, 2009

Relay for Life 2009

This will be the third consecutive year that Kenyon Christians will be participating in the American Cancer Society's Relay for Life at Kenyon College.

If you...
~have cancer
~have survived cancer
~have a family member who has fought or died from cancer
~or know someone else affected by cancer in any of the above ways

...then please consider giving $5 (or more) to help me, with other Christians at Kenyon to wipe the tears from peoples eyes, and bring healing to those affected by cancer.  

Check out this search, "heal the sick" as found in the New Testament.

Then, please click here, to see my Relay for Life page, and to consider making a contribution for this event.


Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Thinking Out Loud as an ENFP

So, a few weeks ago I took an indicator test to try to get a general idea about what kind of personality I am as far as Myers-Briggs is concerned.  
It can be helpful in learning how you get your energy, make decisions, take in info, and just your general preferences for living.  Knowing this can help you understand how you interact with others.


My Myers-Briggs-Type Indicator (MBTI) turned out to be ENFP:
Extroverted-how I get my energy
iNtuitive-how I take in information
Feeling-how I prefer to make decisions
Perceiving-basic day-to-day lifestyle I prefer

On the questionnaire, it gave a hypothetical situation that I had to answer yes or no to; as in, is that something that I do or not.  The one that made me laugh out loud and which Kelly confirmed was something like this,

"Do you tend to think out loud, saying things like, "Where are my glasses?  Have you seen my glasses?  I had them a second ago!  Oh, here they are; nevermind!"  

It's seem that at home, I am constantly doing that.  I also know that I tend to process things verbally.  

"All that to say"  is something I often say.

All that to say  :)  the title for this blog, Thinking Out Loud, is particular appropriate for me.

Here are some links to a site that can tell you more about MBTI, but if you want to take this test, it cost $5.   Soooo...I recommend exploring, but not taking this test.  :)



Enjoy!

Sunday, March 8, 2009

The Jones'

I thought this was an interesting website.  After seeing where you fall check out why they do this and how they calculate it.


K

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

listening, speaking, anger...and "others"

What is it about being listened to that affirms us?  Being able to speak, and being listened to, affects us all deeply.  Why?

James commands followers of Jesus to be "quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to become angry!" (check it out)  

I don't think these are three separate, unrelated commands.  I believe that they are incredibly interconnected.  
Even among people with whom we typically agree, how many arguments occur, coming out of our own unwillingness to listen to "the other"?  
(Anybody married?  I am...think about the arguments you have with your spouse.)

How much more difficult is it to listen to those we may NOT agree with on big issues.

[Place for paragraph I originally wrote as introduction of topic but moved to later in post...DON'T skip ahead!]

I am still thinking about what Heather had to say last night during her presentation...but there were three things that she shared that I was blown away by, because they were some of the best descriptions of a few biblical truths I have ever heard!  No, she didn't quote scripture, but for these three things, she might as well have!

Let me sum up the three things that struck me:
1) sometimes we try sooo hard.  We expend soooo much energy to find security, happiness, and love.  But it is often when we stop trying that these things are simply given to us...without our "earning" them by our efforts.
2) we often hide our true selves from others.  Especially when we fear rejection for voicing our thoughts, or showing people who we really are, we put up fronts and either practice total avoidance or put on masks.  But when we are just comfortable being our true selves, it's surprising that the world doesn't combust when we come out of hiding!!!
3) related to the last point, we often choose not to converse or relate with people we know we disagree with.  We don't talk to or listen to "others."  But we should!  We should listen to people we know we're going to disagree with about things, and when we do, we might be surprised that there are points of connection; things we might actually, shockingly, share in common.


Here are three corresponding scriptures that I think illustrate these truths:

I pray that I may believe and practice these things.

Paragraph I was originally going to use to introduce topic:
I was incredibly blessed last night to listen to an outspoken lesbian comedienne from California.  Kenyon had a Speak-Out-Against-Discrimination Day (not to be confused with last week's Speak Out Against Discrimination-Day....just kidding).  Heather Gold was the keynote speaker for the aforementioned day, and I went to hear what she had to say.

Truth will be found...even in the places we least expect it.  

I am not 100% sure about what my response to Prop. 8 should be; it's something I'm still wrestling with.  Frankly, I'm glad I didn't have to vote on it.  But because of listening to Heather, I have a better perspective on where she's coming from.

While I don't agree with her on everything she said, there were those amazing truths that she spoke.  I was blessed by the opportunity to listen to her.  I feel no anger towards her, only compassion (NOT pity, but compassion) and love...

I pray that this honors Jesus who loves and has compassion on "others."

Final thoughts:
I am an "other" to someone...  
I know I want to be listened too...


"Do to others as you would have them do to you.

 If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' love those who love them. And if you do good to those who are good to you, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' do that." ~Jesus (per Luke 6:31-33)

Lord, help me to be quick to listen...



Thursday, February 19, 2009

hello again! re:Jubilee

So!  This past weekend was Jubilee 2009 at the Westin in Pittsburgh.  It was a fantastic time of personal renewal for me.  The theme for the weekend was the same as the title of my bi-monthly CCO Ministry Newsletter:  Every Square Inch.

Some of the Keynote Speakers included:
Gabe Lyons: co-founder of the Fermi Project and co-author of UNChristian
Bill Strickland:  founder of Manchester Craftsman Guild and winner of MacArthur Fellowship "Genius award."
Leroy Barber:  Presider of Mission Year.
and Lauren Winner:  Prof. at Duke Divinity School and author of several books....

But one of my favorites was Andy Crouch:  author of Culture Making: Recovering Our Creative Calling.

I've started to read his book now, and so far it's really good!  What do you think when you hear "the Culture"?  After only two chapters, this book has helped redefine culture for me. 
During one of the Plenary Sessions, Andy talked about 4 "Postures" the Church has taken toward cultures during the past century (i.e. the 20th Century).  The Postures are to:
Condemn
Critique
Copy
or Consume.

Andy postulates that all of these are reactionary.  They are reactions to a certain "culture."  However, the Cultural Mandate (Gen. 1:26-28, see also 2:15&19) precludes these reactionary postures though sometimes they are appropriate gestures (i.e. we should never be stuck or bent in any of those positions, but sometimes make those temporary motions).  Instead, there are only two appropriate postures for the people of God which leave us free to make the above gestures appropriately:
Cultivating
and
Creating.

Andy says that cultivation is taking what is already good in the world, and passing it along in at least as good of a condition as it was before!
Creating is asking what is missing, and creating what is missing!  This is NOT a blasphemous statement, rather embracing the creative nature which is an aspect of being made in the image and likeness of God: The Creator.  

I'm still mulling over these things, and I'm digging deeper as I continue to read his book.  But I am attempting to seriously ask myself if I am stuck in one of the above problematic postures rather than in one of biblical postures....


Anyhoo...
practically speaking, at the end of the conference, Andy Crouch asked everybody two questions:

1) What one thing do you want to start doing in response to this weekend?  (note: you cannot say "Change the world," that's too broad.  What can you practically start doing.)

2) What one thing do you want to stop doing in response to this weekend? 


I immediately thought of something to the second question.

Kelly and I choose not to have internet in our home, for many reasons, in order to be faithful to Christ.  Some of the reasons include cost, when we get free internet just down the road at Kenyon, and also the distraction it can cause at home instead of focusing on our own family when home, as well as being able to in part "disconnect" while with our family.  Anyhoo...

Because we don't have internet at home, and because I have an iPod touch, and because Kenyon has wifi almost everywhere, I have tried to "spend" my time well by checking email while walking from place to place on campus.  However, in so doing, I have woefully been ignorant of those around me.  The people Jesus informs me are my neighbors!  Leroy Barber, earlier at Jubilee, discussed the need for Christians to be good neighbors.  The Church at times has skipped over the Greatest Commandments to get to the Great Commission.   It is a problem when Christians essentially say, "God loves you and wants to have a relationship with you--that's why Jesus came and died for your sins--but I don't really want to be friends with you.  I don't want to know you, so if you don't agree with me, I'm moving on to the next person."  
THIS SHOULD NOT BE!!!

Wow, anyway, I'm getting pretty long-winded here, but I felt convicted that I was not "neighboring" well.  
Something I've told my students before is that love is not efficient.
While I believe that, I was idolizing the efficiency afforded me by wifi and the iPod touch...and ignoring my neighbors passing by all around me.  I was seeking efficiency rather than love.
Forgive me Father.

So, my response to the second question, is "stop doing email while walking around."

And I've started to notice soooo many things in the short 4 days I've been practicing that!  For one thing, God's creation is soooo beautiful!!!  I had gotten so ingrained and myopic that I was losing the joy of seeing God's goodness all about me!

I'm still not 100% sure what my response is to the first question, but one of the things I've thought about doing is blogging more often!  Just sharing my thoughts, and "thinking out loud" if you will.  So I've finally gotten rid of a few sections of this blog that have not been used, and perhaps I'll add some other sections later.

I hope that you'll join the discussion.  I don't want blogging to become a soapbox, but rather a place of dialogue.   Won't you join me?


Shalom to you!

Monday, January 26, 2009

January Staff Seminar

 The entire Staff Seminar was very illuminating for me, but here are a few things that Dr. Scott Sundquist and Herb Kolbe said that I wanted to share, without much further comment or explanation, but please let me know if you'd like to talk more about this stuff!

"The greatest scandal in the church today is our segregation.  Not only are we segregated, but, by and large, we see nothing wrong with that!"~Herb

"Every political party and entity is going to be critiqued by the gospel!  So with big issues, ask what somebody else thinks about them; ask a brother in Christ who does not look like you!"~Scott

"Principalities and Powers are trying to keep the gospel from having the impact it’s supposed to have in the world. They keeping people entrenched, instead of diversifying."~Herb

"Evangelizing is not done until it crosses ethnic barriers."  Read Luke 4:16-30  
~Scott

"If a many language Heaven is where we’re going, let’s start moving now, because if we’re not, then we’re reinforcing the broken divisive world."  "Many Languages, One Lamb, No Tears" ~Scott

Let's join in the work Jesus is doing.  He invites us in to participate in the reconciliation of his world.  We must be careful not to make an idol of reconciliation in and of itself, but:
"Our responsibility as Christians is to reconcile others through Jesus, who wipes away every tear!"~Scott

Amen!!!